h e j i r a . o r g

so. many months have passed and various things have occurred, like things always do.

i have been broken up with, making me everso sad, but we remain so so so close. so close that it almost confuses me as to the nature of our relationship. i love her so much, but not being lovers anymore makes a painful shadow in my heart. she is someone i have loved so much, and shown myself so much of – more than i had ever before maybe, and so i can’t see our lives escaping one another’s forever.

i have moved into my own place. it is a small unit. disability housing. completely new, on the edge of a gully, beside a creek. a giant tree stands outside my balcony. i am a block away from a community vegie garden, a library, a hospital, chemist, grocery store, berries ready for picking – everything. i am happy here. i have some conflict around my neighbours and their noise when they yell shit at me, but other than that, i am thankful for the safe housing i have.

travel is happening. i am looking at travelling to adelaide for a gathering of the tribe from NYE and will stay until the 24th. a and marg will meet me over there and we’ll travel back together. in february, a and i will head north to cat and house sit, and go bird watching for a month in lennox heads, a beautiful and sacred place. back to my dear sister the lake. to the creatures and friends i love up there. it will be a good time.

mikaya came to visit. it was so good. we sat on the couch and talked a lot. it was so good.

xep. wombats. stuff. happy things.

that is all for now. i give you all love.